The Failure Takahina

For those who didn't go to the performance.

Be glad you guys didn't went.

Cause Takahina threw away his own face.

On the day itself, my cousin, Peng Yuan and his few friends, Sam Younha and Rurouni (cept Benji) came to my performance. Sam and Peng Yuan came early, so i'm quite greatful to them. I heard from Onishinobi/Ben on why they are late, so won't blame you guys.

Anyways, when the thing happened... quite a lot of shit happened.

Firstly,

When we were rehearsing few minutes before the actual performance, suddenly had this forebearing of something bad. The rehearsal was frankly, rubbish compared to our previous rehearsal. Timing was always off, and we seem to be in a... "WTF???" mode. Not just Takahina, but TW and Fredrick i think were starting to feel the pressure. Then as usual, Takahina being named the "lao da" of the group... felt...

omfg.

Anyways, when we came down, met up with Jimmy and a few others. Trying to compose ourselves but didn't seem to work anyways. Bowie was a great support though, great thanks to him for giving us some guidance in the whole matter.

When we started, something seemed wrong. For some reason, Takahina was confused, especially over the timing. When the beat went on, Takahina felt wtf oredi. I kept looking at fred and tw, trying my best to coordinate. But it came too fast and it was turn for Takahina to solo.

And that's when it all went wrong.

When i started my solo, my mind somehow went blank like "wtf???", then i was freaking out oredi, from a triplets become a dunno what fucking beat. Then i went, "OK FUCK, ANYHOW WHACK LIAO CB!!"

Time instantly went off. So fucking off.

And from there onwards, our timing has never gone more wrong than ever.

I am, so so... ashamed of myself.

When TW's solo (the last solo) started, Takahina has already begun shaking his head. Like last year when i unconsciously spinned my sticks, this time i unconsciously shook my head.

It's like there is a chain reaction of something i dunno why man. When the band is doing good, Takahina enjoys it and can do alot of fucking stuff. When the band is doing bad, Takahina will be like wtf and act like those music judges, shake head la... sigh la... fret la..

I FUCKING HATE MYSELF OVER THIS MAN REALLY!!

And the worse thing is i caused the whole thing myself, ME!! YES THE LAO DA ME!!!!! FUCKING ME!!!!!!

Then i tried to lift my spirits, don't seem to work. Even with Rong's idiocry, TW's speak from experience, Onishinobi's nonchalent, Ben's wtf mode, Sam's YOUNHA CRY, and Peng's "you're still a student la."....

I feel.

WTf.

Frankly to speak, this time almost made me wanna quit drumming yesterday when I got home, so what if i can own people with my naga siren? So what if my Orge Magi's multicast is like a 50% rate? SO WHAT?! IT'S NOT LIKE IT CAN BRING BACK TAKAHINA'S REPUTATION!!!

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

To Fredrick and Tian Wei, sorry man.

This time your boss, which is me... has done wrong. Having 2 additional gigs experience doesn't do anything to help really. And don't call me lao da man. I'm retiring from that post and will be sticking to just learning stuff.

Until I go to Berklee, I won't fucking perform live.

Fuck CB.

Takahina always have a principle in regards to performing.

"Unless you're good, you better don't go and throw face."

Takahina thought he's good. But in actual fact he's not. Benji is mistaken, Frankie/Ivor is mistaken... quite a few people are mistaken man.

Anyways, took some photos at Suntec which I found rather interesting.

Firstly is some pics of Bowie's band playing An Jing from Jay Chou. (I don't have the rights to call his music shit after what i played is shittier.)









Takahina is so dumb, he took half their faces. See la, what other failures can you find even resembling Takahina's standard?? Anyway, Bowie's the one on the drums, he has a metronome in his ears actually, and he's counting the song throughout. You can see his mouth like chanting. No, he's not sprouting vulgar. And he has been to Berklee before.

What about Takahina? He don't even know how to buy a metronome.

Then he took a picture of the amazing race shit.



Why is that girl standing there? I don't know. No I don't know her.

Anyways. I'm emo nowadays, and this time the emo is not superficial, it's more... deep.

I'm having nightmares nowadays, either its cause of timing, if not I dreamt of my chin area in my face having many many dots of pimples. It's damn fucking scary man.

Then in my dream i try to get rid of the pimples, in the end my whole fucking face is bleeding.

I wanna die................................................................ fuck, thinking of it gives me the creeps man cb.