The Pathetic Takahina

I don't know why,

But I suddenly have to post something.

I don't know why,

But yesterday after I drank, I felt that, Takahina is such a weakling.

(Spate of EMOism)

Or maybe, Takahina has been deluding himself of something.

Takahina says a lot of thing, but has Takahina really achieved what he has said?

Can Takahina reached what he has said?

Can Takahina really discipline himself to the aspect of being the type of person he wants and not failing the life's examination?

Or should he just let loose and be the type of guy he himself hates?

It's has been only just 1 week plus, and it almost seem that this 1 week plus will eventually tune everything down, to a certain change in my whole idealogy.

The virus/vaccine planted down, will slowly alter the lifestyle of Takahina as time goes by.

Little by little. It affects.

Takahina is, confused. What exactly should Takahina do, he doesn't know.

He hopes time would go back, so that Takahina is able to redo the choices he has done. And yet Takahina always says, don't do anything which you will regret. He's precisely denying what he always preached.

In the end, maybe my personal beliefs and morals is just 1 wrong delusion of this world. Why should I so even care that much anymore about Takahinaism.

Forget it.

The Clubbing Takahina

On this faithful day 12th Jan 08, Takahina finally went to do something which he wanted to do for a long time. Not exactly because he wanted to do it, but he wants to experience it. And partly it's also on that day he wanted to drink. Stress is building up in his workplace and alcohol is a way to get that off.

Just like it happened on 1st Jan 08 when Takahina gone gaga over some Bailey's.

So Takahina contacted people. Like some guy who team kills friends in any games, Samuel Lim Wen Jun!!!!!



Oops, wrong person.



Just look at him. That smug and fed up emo face of both Takahina and Samuel Lim Wen Jun!

Anyways, I called up a few people. Mainly the new revamped Rurouni group.

1.



Trying to act cool Ben. He's now some QM at Tekong, but still smaller rank than me, so big fuck?

2.



The new official Bassist Rong. Doesn't look too bad in this pic, but in the past he's just a poser.

3.



Now super chick attracter Chin Han, I can say he's prolly accomplished in the arts of computing, and japanese cosplaying culture. If you don't know him, you would have tot he's a female.

4.



Benji the emo giraffe aka Pinky. His case is human evolution gone wrong.

5.



The new member, my dear bro who has now turned a regular with the air force for unforeseen reasons, and the one guy whom i practice my drills with cause we're bored. Tian Wei.

6.

SAMUEL LIM WEN JUN!

No pics needed.

No Description needed.

So Takahina goes to contact and we have a good deal.

"Yo Sam, i need some booze."

"Yo Woon, i need some men."

Activated we are.

Number of Heroes: 4

So, Takahina tried to attract soldiers and buy horse, but only managed to gather Ben, Tian Wei and Chin Han. Chin Han was VERY late due to work. Ben and Tian Wei met up first with Takahina, then we proceeded down to meet Samuel LIM WEN JUN at Tiong Bahru.

Ben got hungry.



And this pic, i forgot when was it taken.

Anyways, we then met up with one of Samuel LIM WEN JUN's friend whom is a Guard and ORD (lucky shit) and headed down. Strange to say, it's like a secret building constructed within the depths of a pile of old HDB flats. Very contrasting, but still alright. You can see the security guards hanging around the area being traffic police.

Number of Heroes: 5

We then reached this small sleazy place...

Ex-Brown Beret, "Hi"

There was this girl whom the ex-Guards approached. Her name should be Hui Ying, if I;m not wrong. She happens to be the god-sister of the guards. So i'll call her Guard God Sister. She met up with us and we entered the dungeon of Zouk.

Number of Heroes: 6

Each of us paid 30Gil.

And voila...



Beneath the lair of darkness and stairs, lies the human polluted place and alcohol laid area of Zouk. The dungeon keeper? The bouncer.

We looked around for Samuel LIM WEN JUN's friend to celebrate his birthday and secondly, to clear him of the alcohol he can waste, which Takahina and his friends are more than willing.



After we drank, we felt like moshing, that's when we realised the drinks are poisoned! Then, Samuel LIM WEN JUN took out his noob noob handphone, and started to act stupid like shooting at us...



Tian wei with his slightly pithed face, 1st sympton of tipsyness. Not good.



The art of acting cute shows up as another sympton of tipsyness, once again, not good.



Seeing Takahina smile is Good Game.

That's it. Future gone, we have been shot.

With then on, Samuel LIM WEN JUN began his killing spree....



Firstly he made a good team kill of the heroes all there, the guard, the birthday boy, the guard god sister, Takahina, Ben, Tian Wei, the storeman, the ARTI...

And he strikes again...







This pic is one made up of the Rurouni there, sadly Pinky is unable to make it due to his mane needed to be trimmed by zoo keepers. Rong said he need to save money, and Chin Han is late. If not it'll be a chick magnet.



And this one is with the birthday boy. He's entering NS this year... hohohohoho..... GOOD LUCK TO HIM.

Don't know why, Takahina seems to be able to smile more these few days. Gone are the old days when he seem so serious. His thinking has been more opened minded too. Or maybe the smiles are dude to the effect from the booze. But anyways, Takahina has somewhat grew less emo towards the usual sianning, and such problems. So the clubbing became like an observation lab u know? Of course not an observation lab for Takahina's view of woman flesh, but more of the mentality and the behavioural. It's quite interesting actually, alcohol can bring out the carnal nature of anyone, and it's like a hunting ground for anyone.

That's why Takahina once said, "Humans are the strangest beings on earth. They deny their own true behaviour and seek for something to make it come out, but yet that thing is normally illegal."

And just look at the hair of all of us. Ben's hair look the best. ^^

Takahina won't condemn clubbing, but neither will he absolutely accept it. There's this sort of human defying nature within him, that doesn't like the action of buaing. Ass vs Ass, Cock vs Ass, Cock vs Cock (oops), and Cock vs Cheebyes.

As you seem guys have everypart of the buaing action. Seldom do u see cheebye vs cheebyes.

In fact, let me tell u one accident which happened when Takahina went for his first clubbing in Australia.

He was drinking, happily and watching over the little black hair guys and gold hair guys competing over some fat gold hair girl. Then that wasn't the worse case. 1 fucking guy came over, he lumped his hands over Takahina's shoulder while singing along...

"I wanna fuck u, fuck all night long"



Listen to this my man... and understand the pain i've experienced in Australia for like 1 hr plus. And remember, Takahina could only SMILE :) !!

:)

SMILE AT HIS FUCKING PAIN!!

This sounds so much like some hentai torture scene man. Shit.

What does this means??

I'M BEEN APPROACHED BY A FUCKING GAY ON MY FIRST NIGHTS OUT IN A CLUB IN AUSTRALIA!! HOW RARE IS THAT OMG?!!?!?!

So you see, would I still like to club???

Ok, the gay is a one off case. Clubbing is alright and stuff, u guys approach me and yeah, i'll go no issues. Just don't really expect me to be hyper in there la. Unless i get so high I go into overdrive and just kill everyone in the club.

^^

The 2008 Start Takahina

The year of 2008 didn't start out well physically for some people. Takahina has been hearing news of people dying in this week.

First, one major in Kranji Camp (that's my camp by the way) collapsed and died after a life run. And it's a very smooth and comfortable pace from what I've heard which would have posed no challenge at all to the major. Yet still he just collapsed and died. Life is queer when it comes to such issues. You can just die all of a sudden and no one knows why at all.

Takahina had hoped that his death would at least cancel 1 or 2 life runs in my battalion.

Nothing like that happened.

Anyways, yesterday this certain local celebrity named... MC king, he was announced MC for eternity. I haven't really read up on his report, but from what I heard he died after like a few coughs and shivers and similar stuff like that. So you see, anyone could die so easily and unexpectedly.

First a major, then a MC king who really turned MC God.

Next person whom I heard of a bad news, is Shu Qin. She is diagnosed with Hepetitis B.

She had some stomach pains or some pains and went to look for doctor who eventually diagnosed her with Hepetitis B. In case you people do not know what is Hepetitis B, it's a virus or some sorts (if I'm not wrong) that flows in your blood. Meaning, your blood has a lack of immunity or something like that.

That lack of immunity or something like that is caused by the gradual failure of your liver. Which will eventually lead to liver cancer, unless you do something to it
like eat lots of medicine.

SO to sum it up:

Hep B means, your liver is fucked and needs some medicine if not it's really fucked.

Ok fuck, i'm no doctor so don't expect me to fully give the lowdown. I only know the superficial side while wikipedia knows the rest.

But in any case, it isn't a good thing. Any death of any kind of shit isn't good.


However, things aren't always too bad. At the true start of 2008, Takahina was watching fireworks with Rong, Ben, Esther and Tian Wei (Esther is Tian Wei's gf) and after the fireworks, drinking some Bailey's with them. After some Bailey's, Takahina went mad and did 100 push up with the guys while Esther was busy talking photos of us. If possible I'll post them up man, just wait till I obtain the pics from him. We were a little tipsy... ok, maybe it's just me. I was a little tipsy at that time, and I was like WATEVER!!!

I tried to keep my balance, it posted a little challenge. I tried to walk in a straight line, i had to gather my inner conscience. Whenever I stood up, I had to like arch my feet forward to prevent a fall. When I layed down on the floor, I felt like I didn't have to do my COS the next day. (Yes i tio COS on 010108)

But then now I know inside. I like this feeling. Sure the alcohol didnt' taste nice, but the feeling of being able to forgo like almost everything in this world sure felt good. The troubles, the pain, the society, everything is redundant at that point of time. All that matters is yourself, your pleasure. If this goes on, I think i'll become an alcoholic. And really, getting urself somewhat drunk is quite a good way to go thru the crossover. Cause you don't give a care of this world at that point of time, and it's precious you don't get bogged down by the fuck in 2007 at 2008's start.

The next day I booked in in the morning, I went to vomit first before I took over the COS duty.

Hope 2008 would be good. Cause it's my ORD year as well.

But then till that historical moment, Takahina has to sign off cause he tio COS duty again on a sunday.

fucked up.

Ok, laterz.

ZOMG.