The Pathetic Takahina

I don't know why,

But I suddenly have to post something.

I don't know why,

But yesterday after I drank, I felt that, Takahina is such a weakling.

(Spate of EMOism)

Or maybe, Takahina has been deluding himself of something.

Takahina says a lot of thing, but has Takahina really achieved what he has said?

Can Takahina reached what he has said?

Can Takahina really discipline himself to the aspect of being the type of person he wants and not failing the life's examination?

Or should he just let loose and be the type of guy he himself hates?

It's has been only just 1 week plus, and it almost seem that this 1 week plus will eventually tune everything down, to a certain change in my whole idealogy.

The virus/vaccine planted down, will slowly alter the lifestyle of Takahina as time goes by.

Little by little. It affects.

Takahina is, confused. What exactly should Takahina do, he doesn't know.

He hopes time would go back, so that Takahina is able to redo the choices he has done. And yet Takahina always says, don't do anything which you will regret. He's precisely denying what he always preached.

In the end, maybe my personal beliefs and morals is just 1 wrong delusion of this world. Why should I so even care that much anymore about Takahinaism.

Forget it.