The Topic-less Takahina

Hi.

Takahina is tired... Grrr. Did quite a number of things today so Takahina will not write anything intelluctual. So Takahina will write on various things which happened throughout the week. But so as to prevent anybody from knowing that Takahina is scolding them, Takahina shall write in form of codes. However... Takahina will give hints on who is who...

Monday:

Firstly, Lulu, the reflexes trainer, returned Takahina's battle report on Monday. Takahina chose the battle of the rampaging young prostitude who is furiously jamming the internet lines recently and inflirtrating young minds. As Takahina has long wanted to battle this young prostitude ever since he heard about her and in concern for the young ones in this good world, Takahina decided on it. However, Lulu didn't seem apleased with my battle results. In the end, Lulu's comment is...

"How would this article help in your knowledge of critical issues? Please challenge yourself and select more approperiate articles that will enlighten you and increase your knowledge of global issues."

Damn it. Obviously Lulu finds this young prostitude too simple a battle for Takahina and Lulu wants me to go look for more worthy battles in the global world. Maybe Lulu's right... but Takahina dislike it. After all, what right does someone who wears a two piece to swim in Bedok Swimming Complex and polluting the minds of the young boys have? And stop bending down as well Lulu, I know you have a good body, but your face could use some improvements, not that it's bad... but it pales in comparison with the other batter trainer in the Garden, Huang Rong.

The other battle instructor, Sun Bu Er, she teaches mostly magic usage, just like Huang Rong. Takahina finds her to be seemingly always in PMS mode. Her way of doing battle is to using mana to be implied into people under her. Then soon after, she will reprimend anybody who defies her forced mana or break her concentration while she's summoning that mana. Bah.

Monday, is always a bad day for Takahina.


Tuesday:

Hyde suddenly contacted Takahina, saying he wants me to join his battle team. Takahina was of course, surprised and anxious. But he's seriously worried that he can't handle with the battle that this team fights. They fight very bold and madly, and Takahina does not have enough level to fight with them. Takahina is worried that the team would instead have to keep on using phoenix down to revive Takahina. But still, if Takahina doesn't battle, he can't level up right? So well... it seems there's no choice but to join the entourage.

Also, Takahina bought the latest Timber Maniacs from one of the stores selling it. Had a great time reading it.

Tuesday is good, because the next day is Wednesday, whereby Sun Bu Er doesn't summon her mana. She can't draw any mana on Wednesday.


Wednesday:

Takahina obtained part of his SeeD results today, which is the official results from one of the main battles which directs Takahina to continue his training in the Garden or to be officially graduated from the Garden and being a full fledged SeeD.

The result wasn't too bad. Just about almost to being an A grade SeeD but failed. Only Hu Tie Hua got the A grade, but it's not an impressive A.

Lulu was anxious though because she is worried for the previous batch of SeeD wannabes. They will get the official result for all of their SeeD test, not just GF capturing. GF capturing has been done long ago.


Thursday:

Hyde suddenly called Takahina to inform him that he will start battle in a few more days later. It kinda shocked Takahina. After all Takahina is still rather green in the field of status elements, and he wants Takahina to be in charge of inflicting status elements. Damn it. And he's not even giving Takahina any info of the creatures he's gonna battle with... in this way how is Takahina gonna use the correct status to inflict... worse still, can Takahina even have enough mana to use the status inflict enough times? Argh.

Also, Steiner's birthday is tomorrow, Rurouni has to plan for it... looks like Rurouni will have to spend more gil than usual this time... For that super expensive potion... bah. And after that we still have to start on competing with Chocobos, argh. Takahina is never good in Chocobos, in the past he is, but now most of the Rurouni can easily pawn and own Takahina's Chocobo and create super monster kills. Argh.


Friday:

Nothing happened much in the Garden... just that Takahina spent quite some time slacking around for that practice SeeD reflexes test again. Even though Takahina is fat and rather casual daily, but still he can be fast when he needs to. However, some of the Firaga shot off during the test still hurt Takahina. Sephiroth seems perfectly happy with the test though, but he still needed some remedy from Takahina, but it worked out perfectly. However, he seemed to be in pain during the test though... and Takahina still thought that Sephiroth find Fire magic to be a breeze.

Soon after when to the chocobo farm. One thing that Takahina likes about that place is that it has a machine which teaches on status infliction. Very nice. Also, the audience and other people learning on status infliction are also rather nice, they have much experience in it such as using death as a status infliction... some even have 4x status inflict in their weapons! Takahina currently has only 2x status inflict in his weapon.

Then during the chocobo fight, Takahina chose his usual intelligent chocobo that has a special ultimate of demi according to HP lost! So quite useful. But then, Takahina's chocobo got constantly killed by the other chocobo with the power to heal herself very quickly and always being able to throw off spears able to inflict extra damage with further distance, damn. However, one of the chocobos on the enemy team who is able to use absorb on his teammate and being able to walk on winds is rather weak compared to other chocobos whom Takahina saw. Yahiko needs to improve on that chocobo, if not he can stick with using some other chocobos such as the one which can grow to be chubby chocobo.

After that, Rurouni wanted to go to Steiner's house for a swim the next day. Takahina declined, he has to save game and to earn more gil.

Soon after, Hyde contacted Takahina, saying the battle deal is off as one of the group members is stuck in the time compressed world. Whatever lah. Takahina isn't too ready for it. But then, Hyde soon send infos of the creatures. He said he wanted to challenge the creature Ultima Weapon. Takahina then said no. After that he said he wanted to slaughter more Dingos. Takahina is ok with that though. Poison is enough to slaughter dingos. Soon after Hyde gave another info of a creature he said he might wanna punish in the future. An Omega Weapon. Takahina said no again. Most weapons are tough. Status can't hurt them.


Saturday:

It started out dumbly when Yahiko all of a sudden called to say he is late, "Holla! I just woke up!" Takahina cursed him. It's a sunday, and Takahina is resting to get his HP back. Bah.

Soon after, Takahina woke up, prepared to save game and to earn his gil. He needs to auto-list all the items and magic in his list so that it's more tidy. Soon after, Zell called Takahina up to ask for early pure status elements battle. As Zell is somewhat weaker than Takahina, Takahina agreed to it. He even called along Tidus.

Soon after is history. Just whack and whack and whack. Tidus is extremely high today though. He likes status element battles. One thing that Takahina likes about this

Hmmm, after that Takahina came online, and Hyde just threw Takahina into the battle team of his. One thing though... THE TEAM IS ALL HIONG ONE!

The summoner is from another garden and can be considered one of the top SeeD in his garden. KNN.

One of them is 21, fully adult and seemed experienced in the field of limit breaks.

Another is a girl! AND SHE'S JAPANESE!! WTF! And she has the power to cast super magics such as The End and Mega Curaga.

Hyde practically is able to help people in junctioning.

And lastly, Takahina sucks in his status elements. All of the rest have actual field battles and won victoriously.... making Takahina very worried of his noobity.

Takahina is worried.


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Now, all this nicks of people I loaded it into a list, called the "code of ninja". It's still being updated as I speak, and be worried that you may get blacklisted. If you get good names such as Sephiroth or Delacroix, be very happy, if you get names such as Nerubian Assasin and Dog. Be very sad.

The Pervert Takahina

Yes, the news and my camouflage is out. Takahina is a pervert. Anyone unhappy? Sue lah...

Takahina has a few hobbies which he shall endaringly open and confess to here. Fuck man, it's not like I'm gonna get any galfriend if I don't confess, so might as well make them afraid of me, then from then I can use some plot frequently featured in some type of perverse shows and do the blackmail shit.

The above paragraph is an evidence of how pervert Takahina can be. For those planning to sue me, go ahead and use it.

Anyway, perversity has it's codes. So to say, Takahina is a pervert, but then I'm a different kind of pervert from what most other think.

Ok, I shall start my post proper. (This is gonna be long)

Takahina watches porn, Takahina even once studied pornology a little. Takahina does think like a case 2 at times (Guys who want to flaunt on their knowledge in porn), Takahina even made guys like Junwei or Desmond Chan into a potential case 2. Notice that these 2 guys I mentioned are attached, so girlfriends be careful.

However, the way I pervertise myself i different.

In the "LONG-'MAN': DICKtionary of ContemPORNary English", pervert is defined as...

1. to change something in an unnatural and often harmful way

- "Genetic scientists are often accused of perverting nature."

2. to influence someone so that they begin to think or behave in an immoral way

- "TV sex and violence (and Takahina) perverts the minds of kids" (Des and Junwei should know whom this is directed to)

3. someone whose sexual behaviour is considered unnatural and unacceptable

- "What are you Takahina? Some kind of pervert?!"


Apparantly, definition 2 and 3 from Long Man states clearly that Takahina is a pervert. Why?

Firstly; regarding definition 2, when people ask me anything bout porn or so, I will shoot them back with a range of contents and referance. :p

An example of referance? Well...

FOR THOSE BELOW 18, I'M SERIOUS! YOU CAN'T LOOK!

Well, the copyright law infringement is done. Xiaxue and Tammy can do it, why can't Takahina? Ready???




READY????





ARE YOU TRULY READY???



Rurouni would have seen this one b4...

















Ok, i'll just push more space down so that your mother won't scold you.






Little boys who saw this, this is just a mouse. Nothing else.

Ok, here I am, defiling more of those little brains... haiz.

Ok, now to definition 3.

Hmmm, my sexual preferance is indeed a little different. While people go mad over the fact that a cheerleader posted alot of herself in hot steamy action on the net, I don't care. In fact I've even wrote a newspaper report on that scolding those people who went mad literally over it. I'll post it once Ah Tan returns it back to me.

I, Takahina. Watch Hentai and prefer Hentai to any real live porn. Of course the novelty will fall short time from time and I'll want to watch some real live action, but still Hentai remains my favourite. Also, I grab hand guns while watching it. And I even have something like a law implanted in my mind. Sam, sad ar... don't think I write all my laws in my lawbook. That is too dangerous.

In fact, the term "Hentai" in Japanese mean "pervert". Go figure.

No, my sexual preferance is not males. That's Desmond Ong's preferance. Benji prefers Aunties, in fact we just realised that he is Auntie Killer of Rurouni. 7 Flowers have Desmond Chan, Rurouni has Benji.

Ok, back to Hentai. Actually, watching hentai imo is better than watching porn. It has more advantages compared to porn. I've made a list. (Inspiration thanks to Ben from Rurouni)


Hentai:

- Much better storyplots than those lame porn stories you see. What tuition teacher getting lonely and in the end fucked by her student. Nonsense.
- They actually have better voices! Believe it or not, the voices in hentai are produced in a way like they are trained for such things!
- Some Hentai actually have opening and ending songs for it... and some of them don't sound bad! Like Step Sister's ending theme and Koihime's ending theme... They are not badly done.
- They have genre from almost any kind of kinky fields you can conjure of, from normal props and parahernalia to vibrating handphones to golden shower to enemas to piss drinking and even to giving birth! OMFG! You try to do that with real person, and be prepared to go to jail loser.
- Last and best of all, there are no ugly girls in Hentai.
- Short and sweet sexual scenes.

Porn:

- Sucky or just no storyplot at all. Sian
- Sometimes, porn is not real penetration, it's just a matter of positioning as i mentioned previously. So, the voices are rather... repetitious. And also, fake. At least in Hentai, they give you the impression that it's real even though it's still fake.
- Normally features only just normal hardcore sex. It features the full course which will include the foreplay, blowjob/licking, main course. However, it has no afterplay, which isn't really important anyway. But in real life, afterplay is good to ensure the romancing bond between the couples. Hentai loses out in this term though.
- Some girls you see... aren't that attractive after all. But still, it's real, gives you the sense of realism.


So in the end, which is better? Hentai. But in the end, it's still a fetish. Which lets me still unable to understand, why does people like Tammy Lee's work. All I've heard is that the blowjob and girl isn't bad. But so??? It's just amateur's work compared to more professional product. Some people say that cause it's locally produced, that's why it's better.

Dude, go to Kazaa or something like that, go type "Singapore Sex", I'm sure die die you will get some. And since SG has almost 0 porn industry, I can confirm that almost all you dl are homemade. Suited just for you. Why focus on just Tammy when there are better ones out there?

Everyone, even though I'm almost professional at saying such things, I've still not watched that Tammy Lee's video, nor do I have any desire to. If I watch it, it's purely for professionalism studies.

Ok, then since Takahina has stated so much on his so called pervertism, let him carry on to digress, on what he feels is the real type of pervertism which is evil and ugly.

Go Japan, you will know.

Maybe I'm paranoid or wat, but then I hate seeing things like girls getting groped in a crowded bus or mrt and in public and then she's not resisting it. If not, it's like a lao ti kou being your boss, and you demand your female employee to succumb to you, if not you sack her or something like that. Another case is like you (a male) stares at a scantically dressed female and acts like an idiot. That is what I call pervert. Even though it's not accurately to the definition in Long Man, but still I find that just evil.

Surprise huh, Takahina, someone who is almost desensitised being so against such things instead of performing them. As Takahina has always stated, Takahina has only the theory and not the practical. I don't even have a study object to work on in the first place.

Linking to my previous post, Takahina shall state again that Takahina feels, watching porn and discussing it, is not so called pervertic or what, well at least in Takahina's emotions he finds it that way. Because in the end, such people, they don't do harm to the girls, unlike people who actually go ahead and rape girls. However, porn does cause such sentimentals to happen, so porn indirectly cause pervertism but watching porn doesn't totally mean to be pervertic.

Get me?

Don't think so.

But anyway, in the end, because Takahina watches such a huge amount of porn, he could possible end up performing the pervertic actions.

So.

Takahina is very...

Dangerous.

Remember that well girls. Until I become a monk, don't ever get near me.

People in background, "We really don't get it. You want a girlfriend so badly, but you keep on writing stuff like this to deter them, it's bloody contradictory you know?! What is your motive behind this?!"

Takahina: "Shut up"




A picture of me watching porn. Go figure ^^

The Religious Takahina

I don't know if writing this will incur the wrath of anybody, and i sure hope my blog won't turn out to be the icon of flame between countries like Denmark and Iran... thus so, anything that you read in this post are not directed to anybody or any type of religious in particular.

Late last year and early this year, Takahina is directed to various other paths and introduction of different religious. Tian Wei with his preaching for Chrisitianity, the late Miss Lee's late minute change in religion, Priscilla the Soka society and lastly, my own buddhism.

The theme and subject is simple, each religious beliefs in their believes and miracle are helpful and beneficial to the society, there's no doubt about that, and surely I won't wanna question them in anyway which could caust social unrest.

Takahina just returned from a Soka concert... or you can say it's more like a graduation party for sections in the Soka Associations. The crowd was mostly the Soka people themselves and were quite enthusiatic. The characteristically unenthusiatic Takahina was well rather, overwhelmed. Then there were also some jokers around the area which somewhat pissed Takahina to no limits, but whatever. They are lucky Takahina never take out drumsticks to pia him.

Anyway, somehow religions which features such enthu kia (currently I only know chrisitianity and Soka) are very well... passionate. Perhaps it's got to do with the teachings of the religions or what, they always have things such as concert or what. And then with such things, they somewhat try to "attract" in more believers or so... not putting you all in a bad light or such, but then such methods are well... unmoved by Takahina.

There was once I remember I went to this Church concert for a christmas concert. My friend told me it's a concert, so it's ok to watch even though it's made by a religious group. Around the end of the whole thing, almost the whole place started praying or preaching or so, I don't know. Few of the people invited me to follow, but I didn't want to. Maybe it was my face which made them pek chiek, but then they somewhat got a little edgy. I think it's my face.

Then there was the time I went to Miss Lee's wake. Somehow, Takahina got a little pissed. The wake and all was well done... but then the church is like advertising themselves... and it was during a wake? I find it a little atrusive even if it's their policy or what to do so.

Then in around sec 2 I think. The pimpled faced, oily, tired and reluctant Takahina was asked for a survey... which in the end turned out to be a "recruiting" session to put it bluntly. Takahina answered and listened to that guy for like, an hour. Gave him my number and all... only to answer him, "no" in the end.

I made him waste an hour. I'm good.

Notice that most examples I mentioned are chrisitianity related, cause those are the more memorable examples I had regarding religion. Soka didn't do much to recruit, they mostly just encourage. Which was still acceptable with Takahina's limits.

With all due respect to any religions in the world, I feel that, no religion in any way should try to flaunt people of other religion away to theirs. Also no religion should disrespect other religions or what. And I'm sure no religions has any intentions on that.

I mean, for people to switch religion or so, there's nothing wrong with that. But then you don't go around and try to influence people in like the survey thingy or the funeral issue. The thing in the first place about influencing people is already a somewhat "disrespectful" thing to other religion. It's like saying that "hey, my god is better than your god, so join me!"

I think that influencing, should only happen when people are interested and ask. Like let's say I ask Tian Wei about Jesus and all. Then he can answer me and then from then on, offer me the choice of the church activities and then during the activities, you have the full liberty to offer silent influential effects. You don't ask people to join you, you let them want to join you. It's not your theory on how good you feel that your religious is, it's you let him feel on how good it is. Then the person from there will start to make their own choice. This is the way in which it won't be disrespectful to anybody in any sense... at least Takahina feels it that way.

Of course a little advertising on your religion is good... but don't ever be persistent regarding such issues. It's hurtful.

Takahina personally isn't such a religious person. I don't bai bai everyday, nor do I pray or what. I only do such things on special occasions. However, I do and still know of the circle which I know I should step in and out. And also, I'm logical and respectful enough to any religions. So let the future decide on the path which I choose. Don't influence me or what in whatever way. I won't really welcome that.

Hmmm, been some time since I last posted anything Matsu Takako. Lately, I've came to purchase a poster and a pictorial book of Matsu Takako. I'll post some of the pics up.





And lastly, one of the latest edition of Takako pics. Taken from her fansite.



It's taken during her stageplay... which she is currently focused at.

That's all for today.

The Pornic Takahina

Since I've promised Desmond Chan this, and also I've wanted to write a bold post like this for a long time, I've decided to unleash most of the thoughts I have about it now.

People below the age of 18. I advise you.

DON'T ENTER

Ok, that said. Let's begin.

Firstly, I want to state something important here in the first place. This is a misconcept for those "young" amateurs who thought they know every shit about the carnal and primitive process which has existed for such a long time.

Porn, is all FAKE.

Yes, you heard it from me. It's fake.

How to say, most AV industries they have done many things to make them as original as possible. Those AVs which you see on the market like Pamela Anderson for those with lousy and weak taste and Ryoko Mitake for those with good taste, they all are somehow, trained for the effects shown in the videos you see. So it's like, how they moan, how they position themselves, how they act erotically, those are all manufactured.

Sometimes, the process are even manufactured as well! It's all, just a matter of positioning. Most original Jap AV videos are censored if you notice. For those censored one, the positioning is simple. Since you can't see if the penis is actually entering the vagina or not, you won't know if it's true or not. Then there's also cases when it's not censored. Those are more... professional. If you notice, there are times when you don't see the "process" straight. The camera man will not show the process straight, but only from angles like above, or from girls head, or not show anywhere near it and just show the top body of the girl. No camera man will show the torso of the guys, so gays can forget it. Then, with the guy and the girl just moving in sync and the girl constantly producing painful or pleasurable expressions, the hot blooded idiot with his hands at his dick will be thinking...

"She's coming! He's coming! I'm coming!"

However, in the end. All you did was just spray your para upon a pair of naked acting couples. Good for you.

Kids or for some teenagers for that matter, grow up. Wanna look for better, real porn. Do some more research.

Sometimes I see on a regularly basis on typical Singaporeans, are the one they view Porn, Hentai and Bishoujo Games. They mostly have 2 ways of seeing it. Either they find it disgusting or interesting and spam on it.

Case 1 will be those from good schools, study like nerds. Case 2 will be people like Jun Wei, Benjamin also is a good case.

Case 1, I don't think I need to further elaborate. You ask them, "Do you masturbate?" They will say, "NO LAH, AIYO... SO DISGUSTING!!" Dude, there was a study done once by a male magazine, it said...

"99% of the males in the world masturbate at least once, the other 1% is lying." I agree. There will be times when you wake up in the morning, feel that your stick is irritatingly strong. You try to smother it with you touch, it feels good. Eventually, you feel so good you accidentally trigger off your para. Careful with that gun dude.

The fact is, why do you be so defensive and careful about such issues? It's not like people will blackmail you for stupid shit like this. It's all just a matter of curiousity about that erupting stick of yours, it's all natural. And girls, they act all so "YUCKS!" about this kinda thing. Don't force me to stuff a stick into you.

As i've said alot of times. Takahina is dangerous.

Then of course, there's the second type of people. Those who are too fucked up overall. People who likes to joke about it and all. Occasionally it's ok lah. I mean even I do it as well. But! If you keep on spreading on it religiously, you seriously need some counseling. Those type are the minds of "wanting it", but unable to get it or too lousy to get it. They have experience with such things, but they don't know the true nature behind it and grow obessed with it.... or something like that. Anyway, the second type of people are just simply, posers.

If you truly know your stuff and understand the goings in between, you will feel dumb acting as a poser. Like Takahina.

Why hide or flaunt your knowledge? Why not be honest in such terms. Frankly, in the past I feel that talking about such things to girls is stupid. But then now, I feel that girls also can share such issues... the most important thing is that you speak to them mature... which I find alot of SG guys lack of.

Continue to lack of such things, and be prepared to see more and more girls getting married to ang moh lang.

People in Background: Wa lao. If so why you till now still no girlfriend.

Takahina: I said liao i'm dangerous. No girls dares to get near me. Heck I won't get too close to them either! I'm too shy to do so.

So, I can only speak such stuff on mediums like blogs. I'm weak.

Actually, I intended to do more writing for issues about hentai and bishoujo games and many other things..... but then i find it too expressive or it may create social upraising, so I'll leave it to some other post. And no, I won't send you any hentai or bishoujo games unless I feel like it.

The Gentinging Takahina

Yes, Takahina knows he screwed up the previous post. Desmond Chan has been nagging on it. Well, don't complain to me about it, complain to Melvin who videoed down the whole DDR footage but never bothered to send to me. Anyways, once it's sent to me i'll get it up..

If not, then forget it. The only time you can see Takahina dance will be the time when my manager allows you to see...

HAR HAR HAR.

Anyways, some of u may know i went to Genting during the CNY lah. No, i didn't avoid year, all i did was follow my parents who wanted to gamble. And i did receive plenty of ang bao thanks to my brother who stayed behind and acted as a collector...

My cousin went with me and my parents as well. He, being the only one with a Digital Cam, used it to many uses.

Too many in fact. He took alot of shitty photos.

None of them included him.

Hmmm...

Firstly is this pic


I have totally NO knowledge at all when did he take this. Damn him.

Second,


This little girl is one of the member of the few families that travelled up with us. Yes, we travelled up on car. My father drove. It was kinda tiring... bout 7 hours of car ride. No wonder my ass is constipating now. See too much, anus bloated.

Cousin took her picture during dinner, then I got bored and took a pic of my mum.


For those who never saw my mum before. Now u see it. I don't think i require a copyright for it lah... But then, my mum said she doesn't want this posted.

Whatever.

Then along the trip, as we're moving up the mountain, cousin once again, grew sian, and decided to snap scenary.




These 2 pics seems the same. But actually, they are pics taken and different side of the mountain. Love the sun.



Initial D anyone?

Oh ya, the road there was messed up. There was like a 45 degree upwards U-shaped turn at one of the junctions. And along the mountain, there was an idiot car who raced past Pa. Pa grew pek chiek and jerked off the accelerator. POM. I grew scared and fasten my seat belts at the back row of the car.

On the second day, we went to the Outdoor theme park. Then my cousin says the cam left a little batt and can only take a few pics. I chided his idiocry. HAR HAR HAR.

Anyways, left a few pics... and all he took was...





He's dumb.

And also, I look dumb. ARGH!

Soon after the whole theme park shit, we returned to the hotel.

My cousin tried to screw me. I scurried in fear cause he's a guy.

Soon after, we went out for Pool. Very ex though. Also, we saw a group of girls in mini skirt playing Pool as well. Har Har Har. Therefore the pool was worthed it.



I think, this is my suavest moment.

Why?

Cause my face is not in it.

Anyway, the whole of Genting was so so. Can't enter casino cause i'm underage. And the indoor arcade in there sucked big time. However, there was 5 sets of DDR machine. And only 1 is the true Konami version of the DDR. 3 stages nia.

I went, I danced, I conquered.

But nobody watched.

Damned it.

Anyway, just for kicks, let me add me few more pics of mine cause i'm feeling lucky.



This one was taken during SEC 4 I think. I went to an anime/manga convention with Tian Wei and took a picture. Yea, I look like an idiot. Tian Wei seems to look like an idiot as well.

Now for a more later picture.



This one, hor hor hor... taken last year with Samuel in the school rock wall area. The fabled area where Takahina likes to sleep. Notice that guy sitting on a chair near both of us?

He's a ghost.

And lastly, this is one of the souvenior pics u can obtain normally after sitting rides. Cause me 10rm. Fucking ex.



Notice the quality sucks. It's cause Windows Paint is not as effective as photoshop.

Anyway, i'm the 2nd from left. Most left is my cousin, the girl beside me, not that chio... so guys need not envy. For some reason, she like tio flashbang by the camera man. That guy on the right?

He's a ghost.

I actually mentioned I'll write something more... adult related to Desmond Chan... but then... I think i'll just postpone it for now. Having constipation decreases all your mood to write anything bout sex.

Sleep time.

Oyasumi.

The DDRing Takahina

Just wait a while. Once I get my grabby paws on the hp video image from Melvin, I post up the DDR images I have. All videos... antipate.

Once i get them, this message you see will be self explode in 5 seconds.

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My "1" cannot type.

The Gambling Takahina

Lately, Takahina has been gambling with the 7 Flowers, partly due to being coerced and partly, I hate to be out of a group, so i've been going along with them. They have been mostly playing Blackjack or "Ban Lack". So today, i shall elaborate on the ways of it.

The way they play hor is that the banker opens one card of everyone, with his the last. Then from then on, he slowly determines whether to add or to open ppls card to see if they POM. Frankly lah I hate this rule and way of playing.

Let me just elaborate on the ways of the CASINO playing. Don't forget, i've entered into the Superstar Virgo's casino to get free drinks.

The bankers opens one card of each player as usual. The players will then play, with the following rule: Split, Double.

Split: 2 cards of same number can be seperated to form another side bet.
Double: You double your bet for the next card. So you can only get 1 more card for double the stake.
Insurance: Player can buy half their bets if the first card of banker is an ACE.
Banker's rule: Banker will continue to draw below 15 and will stop drawing at 16.

I'll elaborate with an example that features all rules.

Player bets $100. Banker gives card, you get a card of 5 while banker first card is an ACE. You are offered a chance to buy insurance, and thus your bet will now be $50. Then Banker gives second card, you get another 5 while banker covers her card, proving it's not a blackjack. Now have you 2 cards of 5, you can split. You open your card and seperate it into 2 sets, adding in another $50. So now you have 2 sets of cards with $50 for each. For Set A you get 15 pts. You end your turn. Set B you get a 6, so you have total of 11 for that now. Since it's 11. Player decides to go for Double. Hence, now you add in another $50, turning that bet into $100. The next card which comes in for Set B however is a 4, thus you are left with only 15 for that round and you can't take anymore card for Set B as you betted double. Now banker will open her card, showing it is just a 2. So now she has 3/12/13 points. ACE counts as 1/10/11 for first 2 cards, but counts as 1/10 at 3rd card beyond. Banker draws card again, King. So banker now has 13 points. Banker draws again, gets a 2. So banker now has 15. Due to banker rule, banker cannot stop drawing. Banker nows draw and gets a King. So you won both sets of cards with only 15 points. Total amount of wins = $150.

Understand now? Don't understand MSN me.

Anyway, the commonplace gambling is different and it places more advantage on the banker, thus so whatever blackjack rule you playing now, you can just scream back at him, "YOU EVIL CONMAN BANKER!" But still continue to bet.

Gambling, surprisingly it adds an extra element of fun to gambling. In the past when i first betted soccer, I was so worried about the outcome of Leeds and Leicester (Both football club at English Premier League), that when Leeds lost, I grew berserk and siao and began to fuck the television set which was displaying the match of Leeds and Leicester.

There was also another time whereby my mother gave me $50 to play jackpot. She has been at it for around 2hrs with just $50, while I set on it for less than 10 mins and the bloody machine ordered me for more money. I fuck it. My mother however was unconcerned and continued to be addicted to the flowing images and 7s you see all over. The sounds and graphics has gotten very high tech too.

From then on I decided, "I suck at gambling" despite having the techniques there.

And indeed it showed. There was once I played Blackjack with each round only 10c. Banker won almost all my rounds and won me 50c. I grew pek chiek. I shouted...

"I bet 50c!!!"

Banker has blackjack, now i lose $1.50 from 10c. Bah. So on that day I have to walk home.

But indeed gambling has a great effect on people. Nowadays, 7 Flowers are so hiong they can bet like $2 each round, thinking it's new year. And the amazing thing is they never stop. They keep on going until they lost like $12. It's nothing compared to true casino lah, but then hor, we as students, this is freak enough.

Gambling is indeed one of the most addictive thing in society, almost everything in this world has a sense of gambling in it. However, the one thing which makes it addictive is the fact that you don't believe you will keep on losing if you are obviously losing. Or the other thing is you believe your good luck will last and you will keep on winning more money. That's the holy factor. People has lost families and alot of shit with that fucking holy factor. But then, fuck i'm not gonna elaborate on social unrest, such people don't deserve the strength of my fingers typing here.

Anyway, gambling in the end, is just a pasttime lah. You can gamble and treat it like it's a sort of entertainment. You lose, treat it like paying for entertainment. You win, treat it like the banker is a man in red with either black or white hair. You gamble football, you will grow excited and spastic with even the most boring of matches. That is the power of gamble.

Just treat it like entertainment fee. Have your life depend on it and it'll means you're a no life.

The Idealistic Takahina

Lately, I realised on my motives in schooling and the things which I'm learning in school. The motive? Nothing.

In precise, the more I study the more I realise how distant the A'level subjects that I'm taking relates to the kind of things I love to do, except for maybe GP as GP can improve on my language and econs since I can learn more of business from there. Also, it's now then I realised that practically nothing in this world can be ideal to everybody. Why isn't it ideal? It's due to the presence of society.

What I want to pursue in the future, I feel will be something like drumming, writing, or perhaps even to just open a shop selling Jap related stuff including Hentai as Hentai will be exclusive in Singapore. However, presently the subjects which I'm studying, like physics, is totally useless for me... in the current situation anyway lah. Then if since I don't really have the interest in physics, why did I take in the first place? Society.

I've been injected with the opinion of entering JC, Uni, blah. The standard way lah, so in other words the stuff which I'm studying now is to pave my road for the university. But then, I don't think that what I'm studying in now or future will truly help me in my ideals. This happens not only to me, but I think, to the whole society as well.

Nobody can truly obtain their ideal goals, mainly due to society constraints. Few will have the courage to actually enter a field which is totally new and away from the mainstream like OniShinobi who pursue computer visual design and something of sorts. Few will have the chance to pursue on their musical talents since there isn't much chance of doing such and the only way we have is just plain old Yamaha. Most of this things, we have to go overseas.

So in the end it remains very fucked up. Why are we stuck in a way we cannot fully pursue our talents or interest? For example, there is not even a CCA which I enjoy in TPJC. Mid last year i thought I will finally have a CCA I can go and have fun. But heck this year the school just fucking close up that CCA. So now I'm CCAless and I don't even care about looking for any others since I have interest in none of it!

What the government sees on is results that can directly benefit the whole fucking country. They go and implement on ways in which the whole fucking country can benefit from it and they do it in their so-called public interest. Yes, go ahead and prevent any imports of porn or sexual related things, now even some 18 years old also don't even know what the fuck a dildo is. Heck, I even doubt many people heard of a shit called fleshlight. Nabei I'm gonna get myself one to show the noobs what it is.

The fact is that in the past, indeed such measures must be implemented to continue and further the growth of the society. I don't care what Lee Kwan Yew does at that time, I'm not born yet after all. But now, Singapore should be more open and give more power to the related associations to perform their tasks. Give more power to the people. This applies to schools as well.

I'm thinking, why must the school prohibit what students do? We want a Japanese Cultural Club, so just let us get it! When JC1s want to be together in a class, just let us be together lah! Why seperate us into different class with grade differences? It's not like it'll kill you. Tamade. You think you seperate us into different class with grades we won't know ar.

Till now one of the biggest mysteries I have is that why am I in a totally different class with Benjamin and Priscilla even though we have subjects and school backgrounds. Now then I realise, it's due to the fucking o level grades we get. In every class, they will add in some good students and some moderate students for the sake of the good students helping the moderate students. Then behind every class, there is a limit of the moderate students' grade. Like in my class it's around... 14 including all CCA pts. But perhaps in other class, they limit the grade to be like 12 or 13 and add in some students of around 9 pts and you get a class. That's imo how they mostly seperate us, of course I have not included other factors such as Orientation group and so. So now, i think it's just because i'm inferior that's why I'm not in your class hor. But then, i'm perfectly happy with my class now. The whole class never do GP homework, superb.

The most fucking and infuritating thing bout this society and the idealism behind what each of us wants is that society often at times is unable to provide the ideal life we want. If not, most of our ideals are covered or hidden with propaganda unwittingly transfered from our parents and teachers. I'm one such person. However, it's not like I will regret what I do now, just treat whatever things you're doing now as a game called Shinobi. Maths question? Easy. Those simple questions are just little enemy that can be defeated with just few slashes. Those hard questions will be the boss which will make you pek chiek. Then if those hard questions are still rather simple, it means that these questions are like the bosses in stage 1 and stage 2. Still handable. If it makes you frustrated to the extent you throw the whole book out of the window, then it's like the last boss in Shinobi whereby I almost throw the whole controller out of the window.

This society is fucked up.

Why?

Cause people are fucked up.

The New Yearing Takahina

You people know what just happened?

I wrote a damn bloody long post on the events which affected me greatly this year, but then my BLOODY COMP just went HANGED!

NABEI CHEEBYE ARRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And fuck, now I almost have totally no mood to write the same amount of things which I wrote.

So i'll just summarise all the shit which I wrote.



Event no.1: Performing in Suntec and Soka.

Shock Level: 8
- Shocked to see so many people seeing the performance. Shocked to learned that I'm holding a somewhat important role in both performances. I'm stage shy.

Learning Level: 10
- Learning how to cope with stage fright and all, it's a very enriching experience. Few will get to actually experience it.

Irritating Level: 5
- The irritating part is audience. They stare at you, they are abnormally quiet, they are irritating. Of course unless if they are your friends.

Financial Level: 0
- Both performances are free. But I don't get any money. Bah... lol

Memorable: 10
- Being my first, and being my test of drum skills to the public, naturally it's memorable. Thanks to the few who came to watch. Appreciate it.



Event no. 2: My quarrel with my brother

Shock Level: 9
- Who likes to hear their brother suddenly Sms them saying, "You theif" or "Bloody Hell" If you guys wanna see I still have the sms.

Learning Level: Indefinite
- I learned that water is thicker than blood. Priceless.

Irritating Level: 4
- It's awkward to see him. I don't enter his room anymore now anyway.

Financial Level: 0
- I don't pay him money anyway. Plus I have the ATM now.

Memorable: 8
- For brotherly quarrel to reach such a state, it's quite rare.




Event no. 3: Going to Innova JC

Shock Level: 7
-Doesn't really come as shock to me. IJC new school, needs student. Who won't want a model student like me? :p I sibei hao lian... i know...

Learning Level: 9
-Learning the new stuff in JC. Interesting.... yea... interesting.

Irritating Level: 10
- Wake up at 6am, sit a 50mins bus, see a cocked eye idiot and a damned it pikachu. Irritating everyday.

Financial Level: 5
- To be fair, the food isn't too expensive. But since notes all I pay myself now, so I hate it.

Memorable: 8
- After all I spent 3 months there and known alot of people. How can i say it's not?




Event no. 4: Miss Lee's Death

Shock Level: 10
- Everyone has to die, but I didn't expect it to be so fast.

Learning Level: 9
- It's my first encounter with a funeral for someone so close to me when I've now more or less matured. It wasn't pleasant, but the process and all was enriching to say the least.

Irritating Level: 5
- Having to fight back my tears. Not simple.

Financial Level: 0
- No need for further elaboration right?

Memorable: Indefinite
- I will never ever forget this incident. Through out my life.




Event no. 5: Going out on dates

Shock Level: Indefinite
- I thought I'll remain a monk. Seems otherwise.

Learning Level: 7
- Girls are hard to please. Or maybe just that I suck. Should be the latter.

Irritating Level: 1
- Frankly, in what words would it be irritating? The only irritating factor is the financial factor.

Financial Level: 8
- That's why I rather be a vagrant than gentlemen. But then, the money to me is well spent lah. At least... to me.

Memorable: 9
- Ah yes, of course memorable. It'll score a 10 if i can go to hotel... :p




Event no. 6: Jamming with a band.

Shock Level: 8
- Mainly cause I get complained for being too loud and off time. Whatever.

Learning Level: 9
- Learning how to play with a band is again a total new experience. In the past it's just with Benji. Not good. With band, at least it's more complete.

Irritating Level: 6
- Cause I can't keep time with slow songs and I dislike the Vocalist.

Financial Level: 9
- Jamming is expensive.

Memorable: 7
- Won't say it's the best experience. But not bad nonetheless. Jun and Jane are cool person anyway.




Event no.8: Going to Tampines Junior College.

Shock Level: 10
- Thanks to my mediocre Prelim results. The O's came as a surprise. Thus so the shock is high.

Learning Level: 10
- Of course, studying is learning. Add in 8 months of studying and you get a 10.

Irritating Level: 8
- Alot of things about TPJC is irritating. Currently its' the Winter Solace shit they have up on the main website. Shitty piece for framework done.

Financial Level: 5
- It's close. It's canteen cheap stuff.

Memorable: 10
- Please lah, I'm still in it. If i forget liao, I no need to do A's.




Event no.9: My grandfather constantly in hospital.

Shock Level: 5
- He's much fatter than me and unhealthy. Can't really say I don't foresee something like this.

Learning Level: 10
- As I go visit him and all. I see alot other older people and all. I also know of the many troubles people face when regarding such issues. But most Singaporeans are just too immature to comprehend the problem.

Irritating Level: 7
- It's irritating to know that your own Grandfather don't even know his grandson's name.

Financial Level: 0
- It's not heavy for me since I'm not paying for it, but my parents whom are mainly coerced to be in charge of it, are complaining about the cost for the nursing home.

Memorable: 10
- The lonely faces of the hospital and the one sentence which my grandpa told me remains to be my one motivation to be fillial to him even though he has already forgotten my name.




Event no.10: Setting up this blog and calling off the previous blog.

Shock Level: 9
- I thought my previous blog will last very long. But thanks to Pikachu who perpentually put my whole blog and my future on stake, it had to be called off. But then, i can abuse Pikachu as much as I want here. Muahahahahahahahaha....

Learning Level: 5
- Learned more things about html. But mostly other than that, I learned more about humanity. Yes...

Irritating Level: 10
- Yes very. Like just now. It cut off 2 hours of hard work and had me write for another. Fuck Blogger and my Computer.

Financial Level: 0
- I don't pay for my internet bills.

Memorable: 9
- I'm writing on it now. :p



Phew.. I'm done.

Well, guess this is about it. I have test coming up soon, so the blog will once again enter a period of perhaps dullness.

Good day and Good night,.

The Christmas Takahina

Well, firstly of all post season greetings to everyone. Fuck it, Christmas has already ended by the time I write this. Now is what they call boxing day. What do you do on this day, Box everyone till they all become Pandaren. After that, Pandas in China won't be endangered, bamboo shoots will be. Why even care about those critters anyway?

Anyway, christmas is imo, just a festival for commercialized activity to take place, as simple as that. So in other words, the economy for any country and the mood for any businessman will be very good, thanks to this christmas. I'm not saying that it's bad though. People gather and meet on this day, talk crap and all. If the mood gets good then 2 person of the opposite sex may meet up and go to Hotel 81, once again another commercialized activity has been conducted and all are happy.

So, naturally Takahina has his own activities done. So let's go back to 24th Dec.

24th Dec:

Woke up and groaned about the lack of money in my bank account. To solve that problem, do more housework. Thus so I was unusually quick in my houseworking on that day. Then my mother asked me.

"You think you want to make Ba Zhang for the christmas party tomorrow?"

"It's not Duan Wu Festival. But if you want to I don't mind."

"Forget it, no time to wash the leaves of it le."

You can never know the mind of my mother. She asks strange questions like.

Mom to bread seller: "Hey, this one delicious or not?"

Bread Seller: "YA! Confirmed Delicious one!"

Anyway, soon after I went over to meet Rurouni at 1.30pm at MRT. Apparantly someone had transmit the wRONG time and in the end I had to wait bout 25mins for all of them to arrive except for the person who gave the wRONG time. Anyway, our activity is Kboxing.

And expected, the whole place is full of girls in mini-skirts. Yippee!! So we went on singing from 2pm-7pm. And throughout, Rong was always there to wreck my song. YiPPEE!! Also, I realised Onishinobi's singing style is really unique, the way he sing is like those dual singing, it's like 1 sings the original key while the other goes for another tone of key. Such singing skills are harder to grasp. One example is the "Shan Hu Hai" by Lara from South Fist Mother and a brand of dog food named Jay. Notice at different times, Lara sings at a different key or tone from Jay. That is the so called dual singing.

Soon after, we decide to go for Korean Garden. But we checked the price, fucking expensive by $3. This detered us. Then soon enough, I gradually realised my hatred for western food. Expensive and unfilling. So we retreated back to Korean Garden since all other restaurants are either more ex or full. We waited for around 30mins before deciding again.

"Let's go somewhere else eat. This is fucked up."

"Indeed, we are hungry."

So, we went to a place we never thought will go.

Genki Sushi.

In the end, for around $3 lesser than Korean Garden, we had our fill and fun. Watching ben puking is always a pleasant sight. So, now they go to my house. For some reason, it's always my house to be the final destination.

Then I realised that my mother had prepared another gift for me and that I received a christmas card. Was very happy that she had the heart to send me. Proves at least she hasn't forgotten me.

And so, Rurouni began playing 2 games.

1. Heroes of Might and Magic 3: Complete
2. Pokemon Cards

Yea, pokemon cards. Interesting ne? An interesting sight to see is that Rurouni is changing from being addicted to Dota to being addicted to Heroes of Might and Magic 3. At least the latter is so much fucking cheaper than Dota, 1 is at least $10 for 5 heroes of DOTA, the other is FREE!! And expectedly, between players, it's always the HAN's who wins. Chin Han and Woon Han. Ben and Rong being upset at their lost, went to chiong more heroes while the rest of us either slept or played pokemon cards.

This event lasted the whole night. Personally, i slept at 6am, woke up at 8am to send them, slept till 12pm again. Interesting day.

25th Dec:

Yea, christmas, blah blah blah. But the one thing which seriously surprised me is the short chat on MSN i had with Karen. Was shocked. I shall not say why.

Then also, Rong left his key with me at home. I wonder how he smuggle back home. Then I had a few hours of slacking. Oh, Rurouni, my mother also bought all of ur breakfast, but you guys are already gone, so... ^^;

Next, the family went to Ah Ma's house for the Christmas Party. Somehow, I don't seem to feel integrated enough there compared to Grandma's house (Father's side). And at there, I had my second turkey of my life. Also, didn't talk to Kathryn. Don't know why. Maybe she is too tall tts why.

Also, Father gave me a Hong Bao... credited to me anyway. Looks like the theory that Chin Han provided; "The Only Difference Between Santa and God of Fortune is their hair colour." managed to persuade my father. And also, this is one of the few rare occasion I actually Sa Jiao to my father for $. I feel like I am more suited to be a girl... Shit.

And now, I'm writing this. fuck Christmas anyway. Because...

1. Christmas proves the ending of your holidays.
2. Overrated.
3. There is no such thing as a sexy Santa costume being worn in reality like those you see in the Carlsberg Beer Commercial.... or is it Heinnken? Ah Fuck lah.

I feel hurt.

I feel hurt now.

After the wake of Miss Lee's.

Even though I went out with Tian Wei, had a silly time.

But still, the hurt lingers.

I'm not acting myself now.

I don't know what happened.

Her funeral's tomorrow.

I don't feel like going.

I don't wanna cry again.

Everytime I cry, I don't want to let people know.

But deep down, my heart craves for people's console.

I just want someone to be there for me.

But even if they are there, I can't make myself say out my pain.

I want to go tomorrow, because I don't want to have any regrets to my favourite teacher.

But, I don't want to go, because I can't stand the feeling of crying.

Crying to yourself, alone.

Reluctant to let people know your own pain.

When I went to my auntie's funeral, it's the same.

I cry, but I force myself not to.

My body was shaking tremondously, tears just flow out.

But I force myself, not to make noise.

"Not to cry, stop myself."

The situation is the same for today, and tomorrow will be similiar.

I hate that situation.

When I got to know more of myself and my emotions, I truly cried for only 6 times.

I cried once in Secondary School, I cried twice at home, I cried once after visiting my hospitalized Grandpa. I cried 2 weeks before when I saw Miss Lee and today during the wake upon seeing Miss Lee's gorgeous face.

All these 6 times, people may know, but nobody saw.

In the end, all I want is someone to be there for me, I want to openly cry out in front of someone.

With the choked up voice, the staggering voice.

I used to think I'm strong, I can handle my own emotions and problems.

But now, I really need someone...

Someone whom I can cry out to.

Throughout my life, I have never truly express my own troubles.

I keep all the sadness inside me, even though it may be insignificant compared to perhaps starving or war.

But still, I don't express it.

I only listen to other people's problem.

Then now I realised, it's not that nobody is willing to hear me, but I can't speak it.

I look at myself in the mirror.

The once plump and inconfident face, is now active and confident enough to face people.

Thanks to Miss Lee.

But now, this face has fallen to the state of emotionless, dry lips, slightly reddish eyes.

I can't sleep at night.

My heart aches continuously.

My mind is constantly pondering over many things.

Love, Relationship, Life, Death, Purpose.

The silent peaceful night has now turned to dreadful sorrowful night.

Am I being immature writing such things?

Am I being immature for thinking that my problems are significant compared to the world?

I don't know.

All I know is, I don't want to go, but I don't want to have regrets.

What should I do?

Only 7 hours left...

Don't force me to hate myself.

Death of a loved one

Miss Lee passed away on the Monday, 12th December 2005.

Someone called me from the hospital, informing me and all of her students of the news. I heard crying sounds from the phone, and that caller is in tears as well.

Called Peiling, whom is a student of Miss Lee's. She knows of it as well. My brother was contacted through sms, but I'm sure that the students will contact him as well.

Strangely, all Peiling and I felt, is just a sense of helplessness and emotionless. We don't feel terribly sad, even though we know we're supposed to, but the feeling is just not there.

Why?

The other time I felt this was when I heard of the news of my auntie, whom passed away in the hospital, due to cancer as well. I obtained the news at 5.30 am, 30mins before I was to wake up and head for my primary school.

During that time, I don't feel much as well. Unknowingly, I can't feel sadness. This time is the same.

Peiling asked me why? Frankly, I can't answer it myself. I don't know how to answer. I can only say, "Maybe it's too sudden? Maybe we can't feel the sadness looming."

I'm glad I went to visit her on Saturday, and then informed Peiling to visit her on that day as well. I really was glad.

I don't know why, but I can't feel anything now. Nothing. I don't feel like listening to music, I don't feel like doing anything now. I don't even feel like talking it out to anyone. But I know I must express out my bewilderment and confusion now. Regardlessly.

Even though I'm not Christian, but may God embrace her with his light. May Miss Lee rest in peace in heaven.




Won't blog for the next week.

The "Holidaying" Takahina

For those who do not know, JC students are having holidays for almost a month now and there's just 3 weeks of it left.

Due to me lacking of the mood and the mind of writing any sensible shit after playing Heroes of Might and Magic 3:Complete with Chin Han and Junrong from 1am to 6.30am, I shall just write a wasted post of what Takahina normally does in holidays.

Ok, you people should have noticed of the "Currently playing..." and "Currently seeking..." shit that is impaled onto the left frame of the website, let me just explain the use of those 2 later.

Ok, during holiday time, my schedule is very simple. I call it the "Law of Free Days."

1. Complete 1 course of homework, then you're allowed of 1 hour of doing the "Law of Activity" task.

2. There will be resting time residing from when I sleep up to 1pm. So to say I never sleep more than 1pm unlike Samuel who loves to waste his life sleeping till 4pm. Another resting time will be from 5pm to 9pm. Then after 2am I'm free to do what I want. So to say, I don't sleep before 2am.

3. During resting time, you can do whatever you want. Just make sure you don't die.

4. If there are events on that day, like saying watching a movie at 3pm. Then I won't do homework until the next homework time. However, if the event starts on a resting time, then before the event happens I'll do homework. The event will then change to be a resting time.

Ok, that is mainly the schedule in a holiday. But then how do I judge which "Currently playing/watching..." thingy to do? That goes into another law of mine, named the "Law of Activities." It moves in a cycle, so you people should get the driff.

1. Role Playing Game, a.k.a RPG. Etc: Final Fantasy X-2. Only 1 ending for it. So for RPGs with multiple endings that require conditions from the start of the game like Suikoden 3, I'll play for it's other endings after a cycle. However if the ending is able to get acquired at fairly late stage of the game, then it's no problem to get the ending all at once.

2. Fighting Game. Etc: Guilty Gear XX. Only 1 full ending for a character per play. So like in Guilty Gear XX there is story mode and arcade mode. I'll need to complete both arcade mode and story mode to consider the game passed.

3. Watch Anime. Etc: Rurouni Kenshin. Simple, just finish watching the whole thing. This involves all the OVAs and movies involved. If watching anime which has not finished production, priority will be placed on watching that anime, overriding any other activies.

4. Action RPG. Etc: Shinobi. 1 ending for each play. Game play style similar to RPGs. Just that it's a different genre of game.

5. Computer Games. Etc: Heroes of Might and Magic 3: Complete. Once again, similiar rules applies from RPG. However, for Computer Games you can use cheat codes. But not recommended. Don't ask me why, I just like it. For games like "The Sims" whereby there is no ending to it, play it for at least 30 hours. I'll keep note of the time.

6. Bishoujo Games. Etc: Pick me Honey! I know I know, don't use that fucked up eyes to stare at me. Bishoujo Games does have their playability. Just think of it as... a RPG with porn in it. Yeah, nice stuff. So, the same rules applies from RPG. Just that you need to be physically fit and mentally sensible to play it. Not recommended for most people.

So, that's how the cycle moves. Normally I won't switch to other games because I wanna discipline myself in playing that game, no matter how kan na sai it is. However I'll include in side games and they can only be strategy games such as "Romance of the 3 Kingdoms." That's why for those people who frequently sees my rack of games, they are stacked accordingly if you notice.

Hmmm, then for my "Currently seeking..." list. It's termed under the "Law of purchase".

I'll first create a list of things which I would wanna buy, respectively:

Manga
Anime
Books/Novels
Misc items such as Drumsticks or DVD stand or DVD casing
Poster
Games
CDs
Anime Pokercards

Manga needs no elaboration.
Anime needs no elaboration.
Books/Novels include guidebooks and such.
Posters needs no elaboration. But my room is running of all walls.
Games include PC games and Pirated PS2 games. Don't worry, I'll make the piracy look genuine.
CDs needs no elaboration.
Anime pokercards are mostly bought from Comics Connection.

Hmmm, don't really think got any more to say.

I'll just sleep. Thanks to the 5 hours of night gaming.

The performing and painful Takahina

Hmmm... how do I start off with this... I'm in a little bewildered mood right now.

Anyway, let me start with the main event i've been having for this whole week and that is on the performance in Soka's youth festival.

It began on a fateful day when Priscilla; member of Soka, contacted me and asked if i would like to perform. Seeing that i have nothing to do and that since there is chance for me to perform, why not? Some of you may now start thinking, it's Soka, why do I hav to take part? Well, for the performance, even if you're not a member, you can go for it. So everyone get this clear, Takahina still chant Nanmu Amitabha, not Ningmou Aring Gay Giaur. Don't ask me how to spell that, it's in a type of gibberish which I can't understand.

Thus so, I went for the rehearsal. I was rather surprised to hear that it's Stomp, which is something related to drumming lah. Thus so, with a little more flicking of my hands and you could perhaps say a little showing off from me, the instructor decided to let me create out my make-shift drumset made of fire extinguishers, water buckets and any other shit we can find. Thus so, it's like now I'm going to have my own solo part. Something I didn't expect initially.

After that, I realise there is gonna be another performance, which is something like a mass dance. Wasn't really interested in it, but since I have DDR training, it shouldn't be a problem.

After training for like a whole week (Don't wanna talk about the details), on this 3rd Dec sat was the performance date. There was 2 performances going on and thus so includes 2 Stomp and 2 Mass Dance. I was ok with Stomp, after all, it can't do without my solo.... :x However the mass dance was a little crazy, all the kids and all acted like little idiots and mad asses, it was crazy. And I don't really like their enthusiatic attitude, but I guess it's needed for such mass dance thingy. Whatever.

During the training, there was 1 thing I realised and that is even the main instructor went out of timing at times. Instantly, I don't know what to say, but since if the timing and counting is distorted from the mainframe of any drumming theory, I can only follow it. Effect was good, thanks to the training I got from Drum Mania (Arcade game), thus I can like create all warped up sounds and rhythms i got from the arcade game. Looks like it's not as impractical as I expected after all.

And the best thing is that for the drum solo part, it requires 16 bars of 4, and that is exactly the timing for the beginning of Tamayura, a song in the Drum Mania which I'm rather good at. Plus the mood was exactly perfect for the performance, I used that. I dragged Benjamin, Rong and even Priscilla to train Tamayura in the arcade. Many thanks to the Century Square arcade for accomodating the drum mania machine even if it sucks. Plus, your DDR machine and Capcom VS SNK both ate my $1, don't think I forgot about it.

Anyway, I set up the stage and all and thus was ready to go. As I step in, I went into like...

WTF

At first, I expected to hav a section of my instruments on the stage area, perhaps background. But! They actually made an extra stage just for mine! I was really flattered... too flattered you could say. I never expected my part to be this significant.

When it started, it was ok, but I have 1 problem. My buckets keep on falling off stage. I was worried and I have to constantly hold the pills. But think, how can i drum properly with just 1 hand?? Thus so, the first performance, in my opinion, was just a 6/10. At least the solo Tamayura part was good.

Soon after, that was a short break till the mass dance thingy, thus so I waited around. It was then I received a message.

"Miss Lee is in critical condition. Please see her ASAP."

I was shocked. Very shocked. Miss Lee has been my tuition teacher from Primary 3 to Sec 4 and you could say without her, there won't be the present Takahina.

Now I was getting jittery. I have one more performance and the soon to come mass dance. I was in a totally no mood to perform now. Especially the super enthus mass dance, really not my stuff. But still, I have to last on. At least finish the final Stomp performance. The mass dance can be easily short of 1 person no problem.

So I lasted on. Performed Mass Dance. Forced myself to smile and laugh all, but still i'm not in a good mood. Instead I got more and more irritated at myself and the whole mood. After it, all i'm left is just a full strength drumming. I already applied leave for the second mass dance.

And thus so, it begans. With the spotlight on me, I used my 100% strength. Probably due to the news of my tuition teacher, rage or pain just fills my hands with strength.... Too comic le.

Anyway, the second stomp was good. No pills went berserk and rhythm is ok. Saw Jonathan by the way. And I destroyed a lot of pills on that day. Throughout the week, I devastated a total of 4 middle sized buckets, 2 small sized buckets and 2 big sized buckets. I love Tamayura.

Soon after I went, met up with parents and went for SGH.

Miss Lee was frail and thin... too thin. In the past she was plump and had a good voice and hearty appearance. But now, she looks so... fragile. I can't imagine it. I almost couldn't recognize her after just few months!

She talked to me in a very pale soft voice, a complete contrast to her previously vibrant voice. She was talking so softly that just her appearance and voiced had me totally stunned. Soon after she still asked my studies and many others... it was like, she was trying to say out all her pent up words that she had not told me for a very long time. And indeed, i felt her concern and also her hopes. It was just, heart-aching... totally unbearable. Seeing her in this way is too painful. Due to the cringes of disease, she was now the complete opposite of what I know about her a year ago.

When she talked to me, it was as if she was trying to tell me all her words, it was like... her last words. I couldn't bear it and cried.

From what I know, Miss Lee had her death wills done and was baptised recently due to the influence and the helped offered by the christian committee. She also wanted to see all of the students she taught, even those who were now successful and reputable personnel in their field of profession. And indeed, students from all over came. Hong Kong, Australia and many more.

Now, I didn't really think too much into god or any buddha or even the recent Soka religion. But now, I really hope... really, that she can recover.

Thanks to Priscilla for comforting me and letting me have an enjoyable time at Soka.
Thanks to Miss Lee's students for informing me of the news.
Sorry to Mei Yi and few others for not being able to attend the second Mass Dance.
Sorry to Miss Lee for not frequently seeing you more often.

The Normal Takahina

Lately, I have been having several discussions with Ben, Jae Sung and Benji with Benji of large percentage. We have been mostly discussing about few issues, such as why studying sucks, why we feel Singapore is fucked up, why are we still single and several other irrelevent issues such as Dota, how to rape a girl and how to get a girl.

But so, Benji has managed to unify a main term for the whole of this issue. That is, "Normal". Let me digress.

In Singapore, the more common way or should I say "normal" way of life for any kids is to study, degree/diploma, job, fuck, retire, die.

Or the more easier said, "SDJFRD". But do note, that is just the macroscopic view of the whole "life" and "normal" issue. There is still the microview. Sounds like Economics.

Anyway, so to say that SDJFRD is the more common lifestyle for most Singaporeans, Takahina included. However, within there is still the issue of life such as Puberty, Character, Love and many others.

Let me just state an example, for characteristic.

Normal Chinese Male Singaporean Teenagers aged 13-18:

- Mostly types in a childish way. Lately from BiG tO sMaLl has turned to ~[= I'm a fucker =]~ and they feel proud to be able to type in a manner most others find stupid.

- Mostly will just like Jay Chou, few will love him. Even fewer will find him a fucker.

- Mostly will have alot of cutey smilies, but in actual fact it only shows how much they like to lag their own computer.

- Download Anime, never buys. And they are very proud to be able to download. "LOOK, I'M THE FIRST TO DL FF:AC, U LOSER MUAHAHAHAHA..."

- Watch porn before, but totally refuses to talk about it.

Well, these are just some few points to describe. Other type of abnormal examples could be like in Puberty, you are a female but you have a small penis starting to grow around that area. For more details please watch the hentai "Bible Black". Girls don't scream, in reality there is indeed such medical cases, but most can't survive infantry stages.

Anyway, the few points we discussed on normality is on girls, exercising, traditional values and the favourite sexual occurrence that could happen.

Girls:

Now, aren't they just one of the thing of wonders to any man? Everyone has different view and requirement for girls they like. Benji for example hates gentle, weak and unspeaking ladies and likes jumpy and siao siao girls like Selphie in Final Fantasy 8 and Rikku in Final Fantasy 10. On the other hand, I just want the girl to be of normal weight and i'm happy. Thus so, you can easily spot the difference.

However, the more generalised "normal" girl in Singapore is things such as...

- I Love Dogs ^^

- JaY cHoU rOx!! ^^

- Any music as long as not techno.

I tell you, you go friendster check, 7 out of 10 will write something similar to the 3rd point. If you see them write

- Any music as long as not Jay Chou.

That! is a very abnormal girl. Only 1 out of 10000 will write something similar to it.

Now now on a note, abnormality is not a bad thing. In fact it could even be good. For benji anyways.

However, if you check out on a... let's say an Indian girl in an Indian Friendster, what could be normal is...

- I laugh easily, once I see an Indian man with turban headbanging a table. Great stuff!

Well, for example nia lah. No offence meant.... heck i dun even know any Indian Friendster.

Well, so you see every country has different "normality" and then so how can this affect our viewpoints?

Well, if you have every girl in Singapore write in a "normal" manner. Then SG guys would be hoping for a totally different girl. That's when he will pursue other country girls.

ALL HAIL VIETNAM AND THE $1 MAN!

Thus so, tts why i said abnormality is a possible virtue. But then, who will care anyway. Perhaps only Benji will care since he's the one who conducts "normality" test on Friendsters.

He watching you.

Conclusion: Normal Girls likes Jay Chou OR his songs as some girl I know emphasised, abnormal girls hate Jay Chou.

Exercising:

On some note, I want to applaude once again, Benji for making me realise this 1 great point behind the reasons of exercising. Normally, society wants us to exercise because of...

- Health problems

- You don't look good

- Because it's a good habit.

But then hor, please lah. In the end, why don't we fat people just stand up and say...

"I WANNA EXTEND MY FAMILY BLOODLINE!"

With health problems, we will be weak and our dicks could possible be unable to stand. Without looking good, girls won't let us fuck them. And lastly, fucking is a good habit if you want to reproduce.

Yup, all in all that is just my main reason. KNN. Stop acting innocent and just come out and say you wanna fuck someone. As simple as that.

The fact is that fat people are discriminated and you can't deny that. Thin people who die die also can't fat hor live in existence to scorn the existence of the fat people. And stop saying that you thin not good. RUBBISH!

You thin, girls won't be disgusted with you.
You fat, girls are turned off by your belly.

Frankly, the society can't differentiate too much between thin and normal weight. But overweight people they can easily and hurtfully discriminate. I have been subjected to that pain so many times that I'm used to it. Haha, to think of it... that is perhaps why fat people are known to be more tolerant. Because we suffered enough shit to train up our tolerance level.

Why don't we just say and act abnormal by saying we want to lose weight because we wanna fuck a girl. We don't care about our health and all those shit. But we just wanna get out of the unknowingly discrimination that the society subjects to us regardless it's on purpose or not.

Normal weight people, can you please be considerate to the abnormal weight people?

Conclusion: Normal fatties wanna lose weight due to health problem. Abnormal fatties wanna lose weight due to being unable to fuck a girl or get sued while fucking one.

Traditional Values:

Time as well, has an effect on the "normal" values that a society subjects to. Let's say in the past, girls protect their virgin like their lives. Because normally once virginity is taken by the wrong person, their lives are also most likely gone in suicide. I really have to give it to the people in the past, they have so much courage to suicide.

Anyway, nowadays youngsters don't regard "virginity" as much. They observe and follow the rules of "不要天长地久, 只要曾经用过". For people who are weak in chinese, it means "Don't care sky long ground old, just care use before." People do not care too much into virginity anymore and even more hiong girls are willing to seperate with it with their love or what before marriage. Rong and Benji are 2 person whom I know don't look too much into if their girlfriend is a virgin or not, but surprise surprise, Takahina is a person who actually is quite concerned.

When I mean by concerned is that if... IF Takahina does get a chance to fuck a girl and only to realise she's not virgin. He will be thinking, "OMG, i'm not her first." while enjoying the process of the procedure. And then soon after call any type of assasins, regardless Phantom, Stealth or Nerubian, if not call up Silencer and then instruct for the death of any guys who fucked with her.

OK ok, kidding.

But still it will stir me a little lah. Regardlessly. Not that I will go break up with her after that, but i'll be like a little sad. Yea.... LITTLE.... Girls reading this. Move away from Takahina, he's very... dangerous...

Conclusion: Takahina is dangerous.

Sexual preferances (if we were to watch any porn)

Personally my favourite will be 2 on 1. Which is the 2, which is the 1. You think yourself.

Benji, don't blame me... i need to consider the viewership of this blog....

HE LIKES FORCED SEX.

Ok done.

Conclusion: Takahina is a fucker.

Well, in the all... what is the fucking purpose of this post?

Hopefully people will refrain from being normal. SDJFRD is really a very sad life to live through.

Secondly, I write for fun one.

Takahina isn't in too good of a mood while writing this post.

The scared Takahina

Why am I scared?

Cause I just watched a damned it show called "Ghost Hunters" on channel 18 on Starhub cable tv and now i'm imaginating that "I see dead people". The other bad thing is, my parents have gone to Genting once again and now I'm alone while brother is almost in non-existent in his room with his Guardian Force.

Anyway, I used to recall how I used to fear ghost... Now let me recall...

When I was around in primary school to secondary 3, I don't dare to watch any ghost shit at all, even though it does attract me. So I'm constantly fighting with myself...

"Don't watch it! Watch liao you can't sleep!"

Damn it, there are even times I'm scared of sound effects which emits from my radio. I still remember there is one very old sound effect or commercial from 98.7 which goes..

"Dell dell dell dell de dell dell dell dell..." loop that shit and you get a shit which can scare 10 year old boy boy.

Thus so, you people will know why I don't listen to English music le.

Then in sec 4 and now, I start to realise that watching the ghost show is ok, it's the sound effects which kills u. At least that's what i learn from "The Ring" and "Ju-on". Then at long as you anticipate when the ghost shit will appear, it won't be that scary. That's why everybody, always watch spoilers and trailers for ghost show. But then hor.

Boy boy like this...



Still looks bloody scary with that white face. So fuck him. But Ju-on 2 has a much much more scarier image than this.

Well, so what can we do to counter such ghostly shit? We close our eyes and shut our ears.

Like these monkeys.



But ignore the "say no evil" monkey. We need to say evil to scold the producers of the show.

Through my insufficient experience with ghost shows, I realised that the main pulling factor for it is due to possible 3 reasons.

1. They like to subject themselves to psychological shocks which can be conducted by ghost.

2. They love ghost and wish to fuck them?

3. They just got curious to the netherworld.

For the first reason, I can only say they like to torture themselves, not my business.

For the second reason, I can say that some people are just bent on seeing them. Like that show "Ghost Hunters" which I just watched, they want to prove their existence. They just wanna see them for the first time! And also you do know of shows whereby ghost can love human.

Third reasons are for people like me. I don't wanna get scared, but then the plot of knowing if there is any possible ghost lurking around behind you reading this sentence now, or is there anyway to solve and to have the ghost turn into buddha or god is simply, too interesting. I just want to know the plot, but i hate the screaming me part, so what i always do I to close my eyes and ears in the cinema, and pretend my eyes are wide open like nodding or so.

From this, we can deduce. Is there really ghost lurking around us?

Well, this is just my own opinion lah. I DO believe in floating spirits and all. Better to believe than never, right? However, do they harm you? My call on that is that you don't fuck with them, they won't fuck with you period.

So please people, don't dumb dumb go climb what old changi hospitaland those haunted places. If you youngsters wanna have sex but without the money to go motel, go choose like carpark stairs or what, don't ever try to perform free shows in front of the many ghosts, it's not worth it. If you want more exciting sex you can try the school canteen at night. At least there is still slight light for you to see where you aim.

So IMO, you can believe in them (NO, YOU DON'T PRAY TO THEM EXCEPT DURING THE HUNGRY GHOST FESTIVAL.) But, never offend them by keep on inflitrating their home. They dislike it.

Well, some tips for how to notice ghost presence. (Thanks to that show I watched just now)

1. Check for cold spots or areas. These are areas comparably cold compared to the surrounding.
2. Anything moving without anything touching it? Definitely a ghost.
3. See a damn it ghostly figure in that neoprint you took just now? Don't go to that shop anymore.

Well, done about ghost.

Just now was Rong's birthday party we held, so we went to chomp chomp in Serangoon to eat. Frankly, I feel we can try other places like maybe Newton? Well, I'm not sure of the eating spots in Singapore lah. Rurouni gave him a pair of drumsticks, DAI LAST cd and a Naruto figurine.

Rong, if you're reading this, do note that there are 4 more of the figures. So you should continue buying till you get all 5.

Had fun over at chomp chomp and Jaesung was just like a clown. Also, I was nudged to step on SOMETHING. Lucky I was quick enough to notice and thus I did not tio full impact. Happy bday Rong.

Also, been going out with someone lately. Yes she is a female..

Well, damn that show... thus so I think I'll take an hour to sleep. Gd night everybody.

The Drumming and Working Takahina

Yo Yo Yo!! Sorry ar, supposed to blog at saturday one... but then... aiya long story. I'll describe each day for you all lah hor.

7-8 November 2005:

Nothing much worth talking about, but on 7th Nov I received the news I have to work from 9th nov to 13nov and the timing is a rather fucked up timing. Also obtained information that Tian Wei is welcomed to work as well.

Another thing is that we played dota in Kembangan. Not bad, price and computers are very good. Used Queen of Cards... no, queen of pain. Hated Benji and his Keeper of the Light for 1 hour. That's all.

9th November 2005:

First time working, so was a little nervous. But still, Takahina took the time to gel his hair and with permission from mom and NOT brother's, used brother's shoes to work.

Frankly hor, perhaps the shoes was a grave mistake because it hurt... alot. Dunno why, but Takahina think the shoe is too small for him ar. Then, Takahina was there in the shop wondering what to do. Suddenly, the boss tell him.

"Go vacuum the whole blue carpet downstairs for the showroom."

"Blue carpet?" Takahina thought. "Shouldn't be too much of a job then."

Takahina was WRONG. The whole area was around.... think 8 living rooms attached together. Plus, the public embarassment was bad for Takahina. To think, a young guy vacuuming the whole bloody floor of suntec. Then while you vacuum, those idiot KIDS go RUN RUN RUN around the damn it carpet. WA LAO, you can never finish vacuuming one.

BUT BUT~~ Luckily Takahina receives vacuuming training every Saturday, so vacuuming to him, is relatively easy. So... heng ar.

But still, those kids are true fuckers.

Soon after, went to bought leather shoes. But came to regret it soon after.

10 Nov 2005:

Takahina has oral presentation on that day, so he didn't go for work in the early timing. Only went for it around 1pm. His Oral presentation wasn't too bad, but like he expected, Desmond Ong was not to standard. What can he do?

Don't care lor.

Anyway, Takahina after the thing went to work. Tian Wei was on shift on that day so he went early. Abruptly, upon reaching Takahina realised that the blue carpet he vacuumed was now covered with a damn it small stage and lots of guitars and chairs.

"Whatever" was the feeling he felt.

Soon after, the drum ensemble boys went for their rehearsal once again. For Takahina, perhaps that practice is one of the best ones. BUT, they were interupted by the boss as she said.

"The studio tio booked liao. GET OUT."

Ok, Takahina's exaggerating. But that was somewhat the feeling he got. So we got out 30mins earlier... and thus so he went to have lunch with Tian Wei. Takahina slightly got the feeling that he wasn't too pleased with the co-workers and boss. Got a little worried.

Rest of the day was giving away fliers while encountering sibei dao Singaporeans and also getting prices of the guitars down, acting like a guitar pro while you're actually a total idiot at it and getting scorned at while the customers asked where are the guitars from and you say...

"CHINA."

Customers immediately turn face. Come on... what's wrong with China? Don't forget...

CHINA WILL GROW LARGER. And it's a nice place to build.

The keeping of the whole showroom was also, a pain in the ass. It takes around 1 hour to finish keeping all shit and Takahina dropped one double string acoustic guitar while bringing it up. Great.

During the whole process of the day, Takahina's feets possibly due to the damn it leather shoes, his legs were like screaming "NABEI CHEEBYE!!!!" for the whole day.

Very pain.

However, the best console for that day will be after work whereby he talked with one of the OCBC FEMALE members. Around 20+, short hair with a demure look. Quite nice person Takahina must add, not the most pretty girls Takahina see around in suntec, but definitely one of the more amiable ones.

11 Nov 2005:

Came for the early shift with Tian Wei. Was Samuel's birthday as well, but was unable to attend it. Thus Takahina felt a little guilty, but still heck care.

Today was the official selling day, so Takahina was like selling shit for the whole day. WHAT CAN A TOTAL GUITAR IDIOT TALK TO A GUITAR PRO ABOUT GUITAR?! NABEI! Takahina was really going like...

"WTF AM I RECEIVING MY WAGES FOR!? STANDING WITH A SUPER LOUSY SHOE!?"

Bah. Anyway, soon after Takahina waited for the show of Micheal Shuack, a pro drummer who works for Roland and demostrating on the use of the Electric Drums. Good stuff Takahina must say, really good. Perhaps he's on par with Jimmy as well? However, electric drums are still too expensive to be bought with.

The worse thing is, Takahina has to act as a bodyguard for the guitars! BAH!

Let me tell you, Takahina is starting to hate guitar from that point onwards.

Soon after, Tian Wei announced his news of quitting. Not really pleasant to Takahina's ears as he felt at that time, Tian Wei's a little too hot-tempered. Maybe not spoilt, but hot-tempered for sure. Whatever reasons, he's gone.

Of course, Takahina won't forget, that OCBC lady again. Haha, once again talked with her for sometime and was real happy to meet such a nice lady. She was gradually turning into the greatest light of my job.

12 Nov 2005:

Ah, this day was the GREAT day whereby the DRUMMING starts. Takahina was excited and was anticipating this moment more than over. However before that happens...

"WH! GO AND POLISH THE GRAND PIANOS!"

>_>

And so.. Takahina went to polish it... nice and clean. Took around 1 hour for him to finish as Takahina slacked along the way. He didn't want to serve the DAO Singaporeans. After that, Takahina just went around and sell things, do shitty stuff and get nagged by the boss whenever she felt the need to be stressed. Fliers included.

Anyway, the classical piece of the concert started first so Takahina and the few others were called to now change our act from salesman to coolies. Actually, Takahina prefered to be coolie, cause it's much more simpler that way. And the recognition you get from being a coolie is actually more than salesman! This proves of how deplorable being a salesman can be. You do crap load of work, but your hard work will always be ignored. Bah.

Anyway, the rock and pop part of the concert started after round 2hrs and Takahina excitedly went up on stage. Their nervousness was not that obvious. Why? Thanks to the previous group of drum ensemble which actually was quite... average. So, they went on to perform.

However, let's not forget for the few people whom went to support Takahina! There are 3 groups!

1st group to arrive: Priscilla and her friend whom I have no knowledge of her name. ^^
2nd group to arrive: Samuel ^^
3rd group to arrive: Rurouni - Chin Han, Ben, Benji, Jun Rong and Jae Sung. ^^

Hehe... many thanks to these people for coming even though it's just a miserable 3mins of drum performance. Really arigatou ^^. Also, very sorry for not being able to serve or talk to you people more ah... I have work lah... really sorry...

Anyway, let's return back to the story.

During the performance, the host now gave their group another name... Panadol. Also good lah, not bad.

PIB: Why Panadol?

Because...

Tian Wei said, "Any band name lor." Notice the words in red.

He was situated on the left side, while the one answering is on the right, so the right could not hear properly and said.

Melvin, "Pa (Band) Na (Name) Dol (Lor)"

Ok, let me digress back to the story again. During the performance, Takahina realised something thanks to the constant persistent of Rurouni saying Takahina was showing off. Takahina has a habit of spinning drumsticks. He was like, in perhaps after every crash or 4 bar, spinned his stick once. And when they ended, Takahina spinned it again...

PIB: AH!! TAKAHINA YOU THIS SHITIFIED PIECE OF POO WHO SPINS STICK! SHOW OFF!

Whatever you say lah hor. Maybe Takahina is really showing off??? YOu won't know...

Anyway, after the thing, Takahina was glad and happy cause that's their current best piece. Better than any rehearsal had. Even Jimmy was smiling. Really, unexpected. Soon after, most of the performance was just crap lah, but then the teacher's piece was real good especially when Jimmy was invited up stage to perform his drums. Brilliant.

BUT, the joy ended with the boss forcing Takahina to go work again. Bah. Lucky she provided free food catered if not Takahina will express all his hokkien vocabulary.

However, the joy once again came thanks to the OCBC LADY! Talked to her again and waved! SO HAPPY...

But Takahina's feet still hurt.

13 Nov 2005:

Mood felt strange cause it's the last day but then it seems as if it's like a dream for the job to end so fast. Even my results were good, Takahina remembers that he sold...

1 Guitar pick
1 pair of drum sticks
1 $550 double string acoustic guitar (Yes, the one which Takahina dropped)
1 $375 Electric Guitar

For a total noob like Takahina is, to be able to pull that off is quite impressive le ok?? But still lah, the market there was for Casio Keyboards. There was like on average 5 sold everyday. Amazing. Must be those auntie mothers.

Then there was the concert once again, but then Takahina did not give too much of a notice to it lah. He was more interested in shifting all the drums and grand pianos up. Many thanks to Melvin for helping out FREE. Really nice. But do think twice if you wanna work there next year. Teachers performed again and for once, Takahina was acting like someone whom he hates.

Super enthu personnel - loud and uncontributing.

Anyway, the boss said that the wages will be given next week sat, so there was no panic. And also she offered to treat us supper at Newton. Was quite attracted ar, but then Takahina didn't felt too close to them and also was a little wary of the timing. But still the main reason is..

PIB: OCBC Lady.

CORRECT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Takahina was looking forward to meeting her again, cause it's my last day... Takahina wanna like get her number or something. BUT!!!! TAKAHINA WAS RELEASED TOO LATE TO MEET HER...

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...

Will Takahina get to see her another time and so?... Haiz... only buddha knows....

Sope, that's the main procedure that Takahina had during the 5 days. Then for the remaining of the day he was just slacking around, playing games and creating excuses for playing it and not doing homework.

Also, Takahina has done another review. It's on F.I.R this time, so feel free to read. It's located on the left side... under the "My Links" collumn.

Well... done... my life will be returning back to normal now.

The Drumming Takahina

I'm slightly pissed off today.

By what?

2 issues... actually, mainly 1 issue pissed me. But whatever.

Let me get to something which i found out first lah. Takahina has realised on how VAIN he could be. Let me just elaborate.

Firstly, you guys know I have the recent drum performance that has both dry run rehearsal outside the sch which actually could be counted as a mini performance and also the main performance period right?

Well, I think I've been rather... enthusiatic about it, and thus so the enthusiatic me began advertising on it... for at least round 3 weeks before hand. My purpose? Naturally to let people come and see my drum lah. I'm the drumming Takahina leh! However, Takahina also know that the performance is just a short little 2.41mins + shit which doesn't deserve some ppls time to come and watch! They can just stay at home do shit, i don't care. So, i said...

"Come if you all want to lah... I don't care."

But then hor, I care... ALOT.

This proves of how vain I am.. So how? Only can "hope" in my heart they actually come lah. Alas, none of them turned up. So how? Can only silently bui song. But still, this feeling hor, is a very bad one. So how? Reflect on my vainness.

Well, "The Drum Ensemble Guys", thats the name which the host of the concert gave, includes of Tian Wei, Fredrick, Melvin and of course Takahina with Takahina being the main leader.

People in background: KAO PEI AR! NEED TO WRITE YOU BEING MAIN LEADER MEH!?

Takahina: I shuang leh! How?

Anyway, the mini-performance dry run rehearsal was conducted today at suntec 3.30pm.... was supposed to be at 3.30pm but due to some disorganisation, it was delayed to 4.15pm. With performed our drum ensemble and it was ok... I guess. Jimmy wasn't too happy though, our timing grew faster as the drumming went on. People who knows how to hear and play instruments will naturally notice of it, but then for those who don't, it didn't sound too bad. Still, jimmy somewhat coerced us to return back to the studio and RETRAIN the whole damn song. What to do?

RETRAIN LOR.

Anyway, we reentered the studio, and began again. But our training only gets worse lah... Our timing was off and the solo was somewhat horrible. But then, it was somewhat too late to think of any better ways to savage it, hence we jus continued with our crap.

Soon after, Jimmy once again coerced us to go perform a second time again! So, bo pian lor... went for it.

It got worse.

Those unknowing crowds don't know lah, but then hor, to us and also to those jammers, our mistakes were obvious. Tian Wei's, Melvin's and my solo went out of the timing and once again our tempo were on the increase. And lastly, the cresendo was not sharp plus not tight. Thus it was like hearing an asshole pumping down shit like it's a machine gun.

pliack pliack pliack.

Not too happy. But whatever lah, get it over with.

Ok, performance thingy aside. The holidays are here and since i'm short of money, I thought of like work to get some dough. Luckily, due to the performance of my music sch, it needs part timers to help out with selling and arrangement of the instruments. I opted for it, partly with the help of my mother since she is the colleague of the sister of the principal of the school.

And, easily, i got the job. The pay is reasonable and I like the timing, plus it can help me like gain knowledge of the instruments I'm going to sell, very nice and ideal for me.

PIB: How about your arcade drums?

Hah, not too good as well. Frankly, arcade drums hor at times good at times suck. But those in the end are just FAKE drums. FAKE.

Hmmm... well, i'll repost the timing of the actual performance again. And ONCE AGAIN, I'll stress that it's not neccesary for you to come, i'll just be a little sore that's all. After round a day or 2 i'll be fine le.

Venue: Suntec Lvl1, just below Toy' Rus.
Time: 2pm is the start of the whole thing. I perform at round 3.30.
Duration: Whole thing will be 3 hours. But my performance should be only 2.41mins.

Ok? UNDERSTOOD?

Good.

Next time then I'll start complaining. Now, I'll just keep on sulking on my lack of supporters.

The sian ji bua Takahina

By right shouldn't blog now.

But

I am damned bored now.

Waiting in sch library with one of my PW members watching me writing shit now. How????

Takahina: Give idea leh... what to write?

Ain: Don't know

bah.

Oh ya, tomorrow which is 5.11.05, i have a drum rehearsal open air outside my school which is 3rd floor suntect.. i mentioned it b4 in the previous message. The timing is 3.30pm, not 4pm. And it'll be only round 2min... sad.

So..

come

if u want to lah.

Takahina: Ain, say something leh./

Ain: I'll be comiing

Takahina: You sure.

Ain: Don't know.

Bah!